- Drop Translators’ course at uni
- Get a job at Starbucks or another job
- Have free time to do the things I like
- Maybe take up some courses
- Save money
- Maybe start another course at uni
The only thing that is stopping me right now is the fact that I should just fucking open up my mouth once in my life and tell my parents about it. I’m not even afraid of my dad. I’m scared at the thought of telling all this to my mom. I don’t even want to go through that stage. It exhausts me physically and mentally, and that happens every fucking time I tell her I don’t know what to do with my life. I feel exhausted for days after our talk.
I just need to be brave once in my life. I just need to find “the right” path and be a bit happier for doing something I enjoy doing. Or maybe I just need to stop thinking about what my mom may say and just do it.
Darling. We'll talk about this later but you have to do what you feel like doing hun. I definitely don't want you to do sth that you're not too sure about. What you're thinking of doing it's perfectly fine. Do all of those things and take this year to think and figure out what you want to do. Parents are arseholes at times but don't be afraid, she's your mom and if she doesn't get it now, she will at some point. I love you so fucking much, you've no idea♥
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